Minggu, 27 April 2014

about two years


it's begin with inadvertence i choose u
i admit that
i choose u cause i was injured before

guess that injure will be miss with u
finally, just enjoy decision
in more day, more sure with u
u show me love

can feeling happy, jealous cause of u
but, u never say why ?

two years with feel that not be clearly explain
when i know, u was with other
who has close to u from i know u
why ?

why u don't say anything about that
that u will be with other girl ?

after school's farewell, i just recognize

before i looking for the clarity about she and u
i was cry cause of a dream about u and her


why ?
why u let me hoping u for two  years ?
why u let me try to love u more ?
why u let me ?

please answer in front of my face
so, i can clearly realize
that u're not for me
that i don't need to hope to u

i very disappointed about that all
about u, even about me
i had some nightmare since that happen
i can't sleep, rare to be in a good mood for a few days

and after that, i was missed friends who i have
one by one, they were get away
because of my fault
i'm so lonely

finally, i can forgive
but, u don't understand
hard for me to find my feel when i feel about u
like a long time ago

cause i realized those are faults of me
i'm very sorry
but, i also give thanks to u
u have made me realize my all faults so i can changing myself