Rabu, 26 Nopember 2014
Hey, did u know why i’m not direct give u a respon when u say u
love me doc ? it coz i was feel down, weird, why superhuman like u can say that
u like me ? i don’t believe, so, i act like i don’t have any feel for you, and almost forget u for a few
years ago, and i don’t know why but lately i always thinking about you,
excactly after ied mubarok fitri, till now i’m still often mindfull of you, you make me wanna change
became a better woman, and there’s a lot, you’re my savior, what can i do to
reply that ? sorry if i can’t confess these now
Kamis, 27 Nopember 2014
I’m sorry for ma dare before, i wont forget u, i like u,
maybe i love u, but love is about accepting each other right ?
Jumat, 28 Nopember 2014
You always be superhuman in my eyes, sorry if i often
terrible you, if you want, you can do whatever you want, nevermind, i only want
you to be happy again, like you in old time,but i dunno what to cheer you up
again, my old bbm is off, ma kuota is over, in fb or twitter or other socmed
you rarely giving information about your condition, i’m not take mistake at u,
i know ma unpatiently in wait for someone precious is my attitude which unfun,
sorry, very very sorry,
Selasa, 02 Desember 2014
Masa ? koq gitu sii ? don’t say like that please, are u not
afraid ?
Well, i ever think like that too when i disappointed i
always hope that i wanna die soon, but slowly i understood, i don’t know either
this is right or no ; during you not die yet, you still have means to do, like
life to who loves you ; excactly family, or maybe someone who you love most,
and they who waiting for you, maybe i one of them, hahaha
If i say that, i always think, you more far from me day by day, never greet
me as first before, always me first, like you don’t care, are you recognize ?
that’s why i be more and more doubted, sorry, i know you’re busy
Rabu, 10 Desember 2014
Hey, how are you ? i hope you’re fine, i want you to know
that i always pray for you fineness coz likely we can’t meet lately, and i
can’t prove ma feel, i don’t know are you still haveroom in your heart for me
or no. You keep silent, not like you as old time, i know we’ve chaged, i just
curious, but i’m afraid to prove it and not get your reply
Kamis, 11 Desember 2014
I love you
Selasa, 16 Desember 2014
I’m sorry if i can’t with you, take care of yourself okay ?
i’ll always pray for your happiness ^^
Selasa, 23 Desember 2014
Hey, how are you ? i hope you’re as well as me ^^ i’ll go to
banyuwangi tomorrow at evening ^^ insyaallah i’ll spend my holiday at there and
bali ^^ what about you ? oh, in this morning i’ve watched lilo & stitch 2,
they’re perform about their friendship, it very touchy coz they’ve, excactly
stich crush their frienship for many times, but lilo always forgive him, at the
time when lilo can’t forgave stich’s fault again, stich die coz evidently his
brain hasn’t ever be perfecting before, and
i cry when lilo realize that stich always know that lilo need him
therefore stich need her much more than hers, finally lilo apologize at stich
and he back to life again with perfect brain ^^ that is very happy ending ^^and
then i watched trans tv which presenting a religi story about a son named iman,
he a nice son untill he fall in love with his classmate , that changed him and
he unconsious while screaming for much times, a man who mastered religi said to
his mom, allah know her heart is ever been sick by him before and that make
allah punishing him and just can recover by mom’s honest, i hope you can read
these someday, and this evening i watched a talk show that share about ali and
fatimah’s love story, they’re so sweet, coz they hiding their feel even evil
can’t know about that, but allah know it well and they’re became one with
marriage, subhanallah, i also wanna be like that story
11:11
*A**U, do you wanna go to *I*A’s marriage ? i want it, but
maybe wont join with u guys, coz ma home is same block as her’s place ^^
Kamis, 01 Januari 2015
Morning and Happy new year ma best friend ^^ keep enjoy your
life ^^take care ^^
11:33:14
Hi ^^ i think i miss you ^^ what about you ? i still love u *OO*
^^ but, after all those happened to us, may u still be kind person aat me when
we met next time ? i’ll always wait for you, *A**U ^^ you’re my dream ^^ yeah..
Jumat, 02 Januari 2015
Hi ma best friend ^^ for no one who disappointed, i’ve
decide to loving you only in silence during you not explain your feel to me ^^
and insyaallah you’ll always be in ma prayer ^^
i hope u’re always in god’s protect and always be nice person to me and
always in happiness ^^ me ? i’m fine ^^ don’t worry ^^ just enjoy your life
with goodness ^^
Minggu, 11 Januari 2015
Hey you, yesterday i see at your photo with *A*I*, are you
just had a special relationship with her ? if
it true, i wanna ask you, is she don’t know about us ? if she doesn’t,
that’s great, cause between i and her are friend that close enough and i don’t
wanna crush anything, about i, she, or you, but if we have know about each
secrets i’m afraid these friendships will be crush, i have some request for
you, keep being a good person, and don’t ever try to make her sick, you 2 are
match, i’m happy with you guys cuz you 2 never bad to me ^^
Senin, 19 Januari 2015
Gotcha!! 52006ed1
Senin, 26 Januari 2015
Why do i thinking about you all this time and though that we
still in a relationship ? cuz i still thinking that you’re ma best i’ve ever
had,cuz you’re the one i never share about before, with my *O*, and i will do
my promise, maybe you don’t know but i’ll do something on your birthday ^^ wish you will enjoy it ^^
Selasa, 27 Januari 2015
I wanna share this with u ^^ i’m so happy today, i get an A
for speaking ^^ alhamdulillah ^^
Kamis, 29 Januari 2015
I just.. don’ wanna promised to you cuz i’m afraid i can’t
make it true cuz, i’m weak , very weak and not me who making decision, sorry,
but, my effort to you in my young age isn’t end yet untill your birthday
Jumat, 30 Januari 2015
Please don’t leave me, i’m not ready yet
Minggu, 01 Februari 2015
Hey, i wanna ask you, why did you left our senior high
school’s group ? you know ? now you make
me worry, is it cuz my fault, my silence at that time ? i’ll asking you when
you’re birthday, 23th ^^
Senin, 16 Februari 2015
Is that really about you ? i’m so sorry to know that, oh,
no, that’s nevermind, i’m not mad at you, why you not just gimme a know about
your faults ? i’ll hear for it definetely, i’ll not go anywhere from you,
always beside you, always be here for you,
insyaallah, i just worried about you, very much, anyway, in my mindset
there’s will no revenge, so, calm down and tell me whatever you wanna telling
me, if you need me, just don’t thinking like “only me who need you” cuz i need
you too, for fill my loneliness, hehehe
Senin, 23 Maret 2015
Hehehe sorry if u get mad at me ^^ but, i was happy and i
wanna give thanks for your madness cuz that’s make me aware to be more patient
in this situation, like give me strengthen ^^
Sabtu, 28 Maret 2015
I’m sorry for ma dare before, i wont forget u, i like u,
maybe i love u, but love is about accepting each other right ? i chat with my
friend before, i chat anything bout you, she make me aware, that i’ll hurt
inside if i never answer u, she make me realize to say anything i fell for you,
i realize that i can be strong all time cause of u, knowing your dispacth only,
i feel fresh, no more axiety, now may i ask several things for you ? i can’t
let anyone hate me, especially u, when i let it, i fell hurt, last Friday i can’t
focus in my mattern, friendship with other, or family, it make me exhauted for
long, i also don’t know my loud laugh is because of my sadness or happiness,
what should i do ? she recommand me to do this so that will no regret for me
But sorry i being quite at these times, i’m afraid that u’ll
more hate me, what should i do for u ?
