only moments

she said i have poetry words
but in the communication i'm standard
they said i'm a sanguinist girl
but in my paper words, i feel like a melancolist
he (my father) said i'm beauty
example ; beauty hair like black and thick
but when i see the other, i say that every girls having their own beauty
cause many girls whose much beautiful
then, i wanna telling a story
about all seasons that there in my ways 
enjoy ^^


first

i'm a melancolist little girl
i likes romantic cartoons
dreaming about a happy ending
i'm a cry baby
that was when i in playground till grade three elementary school
in that time, there's someone i like
he's tall and handsome and has white skin
i look at him from playground, haha =D
he has in playground and instruction in mosque where same as me
we're ever exchange trifle
also in elementary school, he in SDN 4 and i'm in 6 (his school close to mine)
and he shoots me when we were graduated from elementary by sms
but i'm reject him
actually, till i have an ill who've fall me for almost a year in house

second

when i was in fourth till i'm in junior high sxhool
i plegmatist girl
i feel i have something different from my friends
i feels like stranger in there
but there's place when i found who is my best pals
i felt in fun
in junior high school, i found someone who make me interest in him
he's cool, a basketball player, tall, has a white skin
he like to bothering me at seventh
and my class is same as him for two times, seventh and ninth
and my pal say "ever heard issue that he likes me, but when he heard it, he get mad"
whatever.. that's not important again for me now
just leave

third

i was in senior high school
i always have spirit in my days
i'm a sanguinist
i can dreaming about my new world that fun like songs
i can find a lot of characters in there
that true, but..
the truth, they not as fun as i thinking before
there i know what's fun, sick, love, needed, the want, cheats and hate means to me
and many more

fourth

when i've graduate, i wont have a collage in a while
cause i must make better my health for
they said that collage time is busy only
while i'm in this condition what forbidden to get stress
but i was lonely when i was at home
and  now, i know what's truth means
althought i'm still have some fears about it
cause no one who want tells me

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