dear my best friend i've ever had

hi ^^ whats up my best friend ? ^^ i'm very sorry my best friend ^^ that time i was thinking about ma collage ^^ therefore u don't reply  ma last message ^^ so, i'm thinking very much about you  ^^ but, you seems like don't wanna disturb ^^ i give you time ^^ but you looks like you have new girlfriend now ^^ right ? ^^ actually i wanna cry ^^ but i still have many people who wants me to hold on ma life ^^ and i don't wanna make them disappointed ^^ therefore not necessarily you're ma soulmate ^^ right ? ^^ i ever pomise to maself to not cry anymore ^^ wont hurt maself more ^^ so, congratulation ^^

tadinya aku kira kamu yang bakal bikin aku ngelupain tentang salahku & dia di masa lalu ^^ tadinya aku pengen diyakinkan lagi sama kamu pas kita ketemu nanti ^^ tapi kayaknya ga mungkin ya ^^ hahaha ^^ cieee ^^ aku kegeeran lagi ^^ haha ^^ thanks for fill ma days with cheefulness ^^ you're the best friend i've ever known ^^


21 november 2014

what more you wait for ? ^^ i try to be rigid in front cause i know that man wont heart when he see girl be sad ^^ i dont wont forget anyone anymore ^^ therefore you ^^ never ^^ i also already have no heart to make whoever sad ^^ therefore you ^^ don't you get it ? ^^ i also sad when you sad ^^ and insyaallah i'll be happy when you happy ^^ cause you're my best friend ^^

Selasa, 02 Desember 2014

really ? why do you say so ? don’t say like that please, are u not afraid ?

Well, i ever think like that too when i upset i always hope that i wanna die soon, but slowly i understood, that's so selfish right ? i don’t know either this is right or no ; during you not die yet, you still have means to do, like life for who still loves you ; excactly family, or maybe someone who you love most, and they who waiting for you, maybe i'm one of them, hahaha

If i say that, i always think,  you more far from me day by day, lately never greet me as first before, always me first, like you don’t care about me, are you recognize ? sorry, honestly that’s why i doubted of you for more and more, sorry, i know you’re busy ^^ just enjoy your days ^^



sunday 7 12 2014

do you know ? the only i wait for during this time is you my best friend cause when i with you i feel complete and better 
but, it's up to you, are you wanna hide from me or anything =)i wont mad to moreover hate you  *yang penting halal* hahaha 

 — baik-baik saja